...the moment has been prepared for.

...well not really. Have you ever had a moment in your life when something has not lived up to your expectations? A holiday which hasn't delivered? A bad date? Rotten first kiss? At some point in our lives we will all experience something that has been built to massive proportions in our own mind only to leave you flat and deflated. So...after weeks of social commenting, I have decided to address to perpetual elephant in the room. In my own head the first release of my debut novel would be launched with widespread celebrations (on my behalf with friends and family), fine food, drink, laughing and joking and spending time with the people dearest to me as I celebrate what should have been the most exciting moment of my life. I want to talk about it and see the excitement in my friends faces, I want to dance and sing in the rain about the release. I want people to feel my excitement and join me on my own journey. But instead, it was a sort of...damp squib. The whole process has been a whirlwind. With the early release of Rain work has continued on searching for various advertising companies to assist worldwide advertising. Various avenues have been explored, some valid while others either too expensive or just not financially viable. I haven't really had time to sit back and take a moment to enjoy my own personal achievement and what it represents for my own life journey. Once things start to settle, I can take a moment to reflect on my own personal achievement and where my journey will take me next.